Today is Lydia's 13th birthday party and there is a group of shrieking, giggling girls in our basement rec room. I can't believe that my little baby has gotten so grown up. My heart squeezes just a little when I have those flashback-type of images of her as a toddler or baby. You know the ones where you suddenly remember exactly how their baby hair smelled, or you see them flash a smile that takes you back to their shy little girl days. I don't wish that she were still a baby....just feel nostalgic.